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Sun, 18 Feb 2007 01:54:03 GMT

I am so tired right now. but im really nervous and anxious...this baby is fuckin me up i guess by hormones wise..
i thinkin of shane like every 2 seconds..its really crazy.
We usually stay with each other on the weekend, but we decided to just chill with each others friends...and its trippin me out right now cuz i havent talked to him since fuckin thursday....yea, wtf?
this really pisses me off....im not mad im just worried somethins happened to him...this is fuckin ridiculous..
my head is hurtin and shit. I want to know WHERE THE FUCK SHANE IS!!
watever im pissed....

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 03:36:51 GMT

Today guys, hasnt been too good.
I got sick today and started to vomit blood, really bad, i have never done that before.
Well i this was during school and i had went to the nurse and this mothafucker had an attitude..these are her exact words
Well in "YOUR SITUATION ITS COMMON FOR YOU TO VOMIT"
i was about to knock her teeth down her throat, but i just let it go, so she called my mom's work and they said that she wasnt there...so i called her work from a cell phone and she was there.!!!!!
so i told my mom and she called my doc, and they wanted me come in asap!
finally i got there, and found out that i might have an ulcer so they put me on meds, but they closed before i could pick them up...so im sufferin pretty bad right now..
GRRR.....
its been a real good day!

Sat, 27 Jan 2007 23:11:52 GMT

Well im still sick yall.my stomach stays on constant nautious mode..my boii is being really helpful with this whole pregnancy thing but im tired of feelin this way ya know....im to tha point where i dont want to hang out with my friends really bc they dont need to see what i go through in the mornins and im not my self.....i guess you could say im kinDA lazy....
pray for me yall

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 00:00:35 GMT

Hey yall, im still in love wit my boii.. shane.
yes sur....i aint updated in fuckin ever..haha
well anyways the up date on me is that im a senior in highschool and im expepctin a babii
awww....im excited and kinda weirded out at the same time...
the alcoholic has stopped drinkin and smokin...
(tear) shew its hard and im gainin wait...this sux ass...im due on aug. 19
yay for me..haha

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 20:51:35 GMT

well let me tell ya..
im now livin on the southside...yes in norton..
aint that great.....im still lovin my boi..on tha reall..
i miss him so much i dont get to see him as much as i like to tho..
man down here. its been crazy...shewwe...
omg all these dudes are tryin to holla at me and shit...known i have a bf..
and shit its fuckin ridiculous...shit...motherfuckers be comn down unannounced and(there is this one dude that told my friend on the phone that i ^was goin to go to ~~dinner~~ with him,,,now yall know that rubbed me the wrong fuckin way- shit im like wat the fuck is you doin...motherfuckers down here are slow..but i got my gurls down here wit me haha..
they cool, especially my gurls neci and muffin..
we off da chain togetha...shewweeee....
tommara is my gurl neci's bday...i cant wait cuz im gettin fucked the fuck up..haha.
i hope my boi can come down..if i can talk to him... : (
but any ways im gett off here..
holla atcha gurl.
bmooney

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 01:31:29 GMT

FUCK FAMILY, FUCK INTstagATING FRIENDS, FUCK WHOEVER DONT LIKE ME...
another thing is karma is a bitch....

Fri, 19 May 2006 20:46:53 GMT

well im here to update...
im almost done with school yall..thank god!
tommara is my last day and i dont have to come in till 10! yay
well i have the worst week ever..startin on mother's day :.(
i mean its been hell till i got to see my boo boo...shew i talked to him and i was a wreck cuz of stupid shit, so he come to see me. and he made me feel alot better..
I love that boi! ;)
he makes me soooo happy....and for the ppl out there that think its all about sex,,,
ITS NOT!...
well anyways im bout to get a babysitten job this summer which pays me $100 a week..
thas fine with me..on tha real...

oh yea
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TASHA!!!!
i love you!
lets get crunk!!!
member last year..there will be none of that...
haha

Tue, 09 May 2006 22:01:44 GMT

LOVin MY BOO BOO!

almost a year
Aug. 7, 05

*Boyfriend*
About him
Name?:	lilShane
Age?How much older/younger then you?:	19/2years older
Height?:	yo no se...
Eye color?:	a beautiful Blue*
Hair color?:	sandy blonde..haha ionno white ppls hair colors..hahah
Religion? Herritage?:	----------------dunno
Build? is he muscular?:	hes perfect =) --yea specially in certain places..
Where he was born? lives?:	lives in ole bsg
Birthday?:	june 28
Is he?
Caring?:	yes
Protective?:	yea
sticks up for you?:	i can handle myself...but yea i guess
Smart?:	yes..hes with me aint he..hahaha
possessive?:	no
Sarcastic?:	extremely
Affectionate?:	yes sir
Sweet?:	yea when i wants to be
talkative?:	yea..not on the phone tho
outgoing?:	very
Attractive?:	oh yes...mohawk and all
Responsible?:	yes.he takes of his boo boo
Respectful?:	yes to who deserve respect
Spontaneous?:	oh yea...specially wit his hair
Romantic?:	oh yes
His Family...
have u met the parents?:	yes
Have u met his siblings?:	yes
how many bros he have?:	1
how many sisters he have?:	......
where do they live?:	at his parents house... du duh
Random questions
fav. thing about him physically?:	definately the eyes
fav. thing about him (not physically)?:	his personality...i love the cofidence
When did u start going out?:	Aug. but for real datin Valentines day
What does your family think of him?:	They beginnin to come around to him..they like him
What does ur friends think of him?:	sum like him some dont
If u could change 1 thing bout him...what would it be?:	nodda thing...cept bitches chasin him
Fav. outfit on him?:	wow, weird question...i like him just in a wife beater...or no shirt at all with shorts..haha
Do people think u guys look good together?:	YES! =)
fav. color on him?:	dont matter...white or blue
Song that reminds u of him?:	Chocolate Fe's and Red bones & CAN I TAKE YOU HOME
Before dating/firsts
Were u good friends before u dated?:	yes..b4 dating gf n bf
How did u guys first meet? When?:	i had a party las summer...aug 7
What was ur first impression?:	i told him NO
Who liked who first?:	He liked me first i guess
How long did u like him before u dated?:	6 months i think
First date?:	at chinese restaurant.
First movie watched together?:	40 yr. old virgin...didnt see it all
First time saying "I Love you"? When?:	like in mid-march
Lasts
kiss?:	sunday :.(
phone call from him?:	las night
movie seen in theaters?:	MI3..it was great..saw all of it
movie watched?:	mi3
car ride together?:	fri.
Random..
does he like any of ur ex b/f's?:	no
is he ur first boyfriend?:	no
do u have alot in common?:	yea...but we r opposites...i luv it
When will u see him next?:	hopefully today
what did he get u for ur birthday?:	..........
What did u get him?:	his bday aint here yet. but he knows wat im gonna give him.. ;)
When's the last time u saw him?:	sunday morn.
Do u ever fight?:	yea over stupid stuff
What was ur last fight about?:	over a stupid bitch
When was it?:	a couple of weeks ago
Where does he work?:	with his friend's dad
Do you want to be with him for a long time?:	yes
Last gift he gave u?:	......
the big picture or is it the little things that count?:	erything from him
he pay for u...or u pay for him?:	bmy boo boo pays for me
Do u trust him?:	yes with my heart
Do u love him?:	yes i love my boo boo
Do u worry about him?:	all the time
Thanks for:	<3
Taking this:	<3
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i hate dumb hoes

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 01:31:24 GMT

shew.. im so pissed off petty bullshit comin from retarded ass bitches that think they mothafuckin slick..
yea yal knowl im talkin bout the same bitch tryin to holla at my boy....yea this bitch gon go write a mothafuckin comment to him sayin, uum i dont want to be sober so im gonna get drunk this weekend so hopefully ill come see you... i was like mothafucka please....my gurl Jawan went on her journal.. tha shit was hilarious..haha...but the bitch doesnt understand that she is mothafuckin serious... and just because i dont say shit to you at school dont mean a motha fuckin thang. cuz when i catch out some mothafuckin where..im just gonna stomp ya in the fuckin ground...

SHES A CONFUSED BITCH...NOBODY FUCKS WITH BRITTANY MOONEY..I DONT KNOW WAT THESE HOES ARE FUCKIN THINKN.... I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF I GET CHARGES OR SOME SHIT AGAINST ME ... HAHA...
WATCH AND SEE WAT HAPPENS BITCH....

im just really pissed off right now.. and tha bitch aint makin nething better...im not fuckin playin with h er..
i hope she fuckin sees this....ole fuckn retard herself...wat the fuck do they call her.. roc or somshit...mmm more like stupid fucktard that loses games for our varsity...oh well...
i holla atcha gurl

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 04:53:55 GMT

my boo has been workin..
imiss him so much..
shew.
well today i went to work..without a break...haha but i only worked from 10 to 3.
so i guess..ionno..i was tired as hell..shit!!!
i saw my boo today..shew i think tears started welln up when he left....
that was too fuckin weird..i really do miss him though..
well holla

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 05:32:09 GMT

Hey i am very tired right now .. i dunno why..shewwe o-well
well i gotta tell ya i am kinda disappointed right now.. and HE knows why..
but hey wat can i say.. whenever someone gets my hopes up they screw me over.. so why bother??
Somebody plz tell me why???? Oh well, if he doesnt want to be with me: he doesnt have to..
ya know, o well.
All i know is that i am gettin drunk this weekend, i dont care, ill get drunk by my motha fuckin self.
im serious..I hve had the worst fuckin week, and if i hear one more fuckin bad thing..im just goin go off the fuckin chain,.. i really goin to.. My whole (immediate) family is broken, its horrible..over this fuckin journal...i was goin to delete it but im not cuz its my business.. o well..

I swear it is so fuckin hot in this fuckin house..on the reall.. omg.
SHOUTOUT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIKA, I LOVE YOU SIS!!

show me some luv...

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 01:42:43 GMT

I am so tired..my back hurts ((there is a reason behind that, cough-cough)) good stuff good stuff las night thas all i have to say... im so happy now with my man...

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 20:02:36 GMT

Wats goinz on yall. I aint been on the comp. for like a week, i think. so my bad* shewwee...ive been outta school for like 3days my doc told me that im at a bed rest because i have multible muscle spasms in my back... it hurts like a bitch, its really bad.. I didnt know why i have these back spasms but the doc. said it might be that i play drums and shit. they told me to get plenty of rest and shit but you know me.. it just aint happenin..... well if anybody wants me they can either call my celly 219-3478, or call at my aunt..

so holla atcha gurl.

Luvs

!!Added!! I am fuckin pissed off. see havin a journal allows ppl to rid stress or just talkn.. well tommara im puttin my journal into friends only...this doesnt makin fuckin sense.. my sister just called me a lil while ago bitchn that i shouldnt put stuff in my own GODDAMN journal..thas fuckin retarded...im serious.. somebody better come clean to who let my sister get into my journal... thas fuckn stupid.. i fuckin put stuff in my lj. so ppl can see where im commin from...WELL IF MOTHER FUCKERS DONT LIKE IT..THEY CAN STOP READIN MY SHIT..GODDAMNIT!!!!I guess whoever showed my sister my journal, is the ones that talk about me behind my back.. whoever who did this really needs to get a life and quit causin drama in other ppls lives.. gosh.. thats that shit i be talkin about.. oh fuckin by the way... who the FUCK Is SWEET N SASSI..ill fuckin stomp that bitch into the ground...seriously...crazy ho...omg. im so fuckin pissed i dunno wat to do... just MOTHA FUCKIN DRAMA ALL THE GODDAMN TIME!!!!! I SWEAR THE WORLD IS FULL OF DUMB MOTHERFUCKERS, and deadbeats takin up air.. :(

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 00:43:53 GMT

wats up yall. i havent updated for awhile. so im gonna go ahead and do that..
hehe. yep yep..
well erything is goin good i guess.. im annoyed by some bitch but thas okay..cuz i dont care
oh the fuck well//

WEEKEND
It was crazy i guess, me and tash went to coeburn, and didnt get to uhh, do somethin,,cough cough...haha
then we went to eat chinese, and there were some nerdy lookin boys there, and me and tasha took it upon ourselves to go and give them out phone no. it was hilarious..
they looked so confused...erybody stared at us when we came to eat..i was like damn HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A BLACK PERSON BEFORE,DAMN!!@
haha but anyways
later that night we went to Penguins house...omg i got my ass kicked, shewwe it was crazy...
bart caught me from behind and put me in some kinda lock then, pengun, payton, caleb, and drew like kicked my ass..they all jumped me ((Tear)) haha...then we finally stopped fightn and then they started again and then penguin flipped me over on my stomach..and payton got this long fuckin pole...and they were SPANKIN ME@ WITH IT...i was like wat the hell....shew then they got me in the hallway, then they were like punchin me in the but..i was like wat the hell...'
hahaha...yea that was my hilarious weekend
oh yea, i was accused of wantin Jay colmen's balls..i was like umm, how bout no...
he aint nothin but another deadbeat like the rest...
SOMETIMES BEING A BICH IS ALL A GURL HAS TO HOLD ON TO.
is that quote off the chain...

giv me love!

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 06:01:16 GMT

you know wat yall.
i was trippin the otha day.. shewwe.. i tell ya
haha.. crzy shit.. oh the fuck well
im good, im good...
I found out some good news from someone..hehe, some of yall know wat im talkin about
not like drinkn and stuff...its bout something/possibly someone
im jk.... ;) or am i??
well i might to go to a bball game tomara, wat the hell, who has basktball games on fuckin sunday...oh well.but that depends on the weather..mmm, yea
well, ive been busy tryn to find me a dress for prom...i found like 3 out of like a thousand...well the main one im lookin at is like red satin like...and it has a big ass slit up the side (yep im gonna be rockin dat)_ with a steep sorta v cut.. it was off da chain, it took me forever to find it... shewwe and i found me some stilletoes that i want too, they match my dress perfect... i didnt want none of that beed, sequence shit... watch later ill end up getn one wat someon it..haha..oh well as long as i look, i dont give fuck...
oh yeah, im either gonna put red streaks in my hair with extensions, or frost my hair with extensions... its prolly gonna be streaks tho...

Show luv to ya gurl..
peace;)

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 00:02:08 GMT

well i havent been up to nothin really but school.. shew im so fuckin tired..
omg. these advanced classes are really takin a tole on me forreal
i really havent talked to anybody for the past couple days..oh well..
i need a drink bad,, i mean really bad...
there aint really any drama goin on except that bullshit with those dumbass REDNECKS fuckin with rikki and jess. ((retarded shit))..
these are the times when you wish you had a shot of gin, vokda , or somthin. oh well.
i dont feel good either. shew man my throat hurts and im coughin and shit.. im really bad off..wat the hell ever.. ithink im might just go to bed.. no wait! i have homework..FUCK!
well i holla

ADded..
to make me feel even worse, somebody that i THOught i was really close to hurt me feelings.. now, for some reason im cryin ...i dont care, watever...i cant stop cryin....
well i gotta go..

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 19:56:20 GMT

Shewwe...
good stuff good stuff!
that was a good 6 month celebration....
((wink,wink))

i holla

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 19:15:19 GMT

hey guys..
i havent updated for a while..
]shewwe.. i have had a ruff week..
Monday night was really good... i was with my boo for a while. not go into detail..good stuff good stuff... then i went to erika's house with callie.. and we had fun and i had to sleep with callie.. in erika's bed and i had to smack her in the face cuz she is kinda on the fruity side...IM JUST PLAYIN! callie really isnt like that..
but anyways...
we had to go back to school ..this is gonna be the worst semester yet. :(
ummm, the second day back in school i found out somthin bout my boo thas got me upset.. i miss him so much

OH YEAH!!, I went to norton today and on their schools uhh, brick thing with their name on it it had motha fuckin KKK on it.. somebody isut to get there asses kicked...and on the side of the school it said it too. and on their propane tank it had JJ KElly on it.. yea thas gonna be bad.. when they go bak to school.
that pisses me off.
well i gotta go..
and today is kinda special day for me cuz ive been talkn to a person today for 6 MONTHS!
gosh i miss him!
i holla
b.(v)ooney

FUCK!

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 19:29:48 GMT

i BOUGHT A BIG ASS BOTTLE OF VODKA AND THERE IS MORE THAN A HALF IN IT... see it would have prolly been gone if it wasnt for dumb ass bitches startin shit.....DAMN IT.. i couldnt enjoy my new years b.c of that shit...last night was horrible, i was up till 6 though...erybody left and was gone and knocked out...i drank by my DAMN SELF! shew now i have to figure out how wat im gonna do with my bottle...
thas not even half of wat happen, shit see earlier THAT DAY there was supposed to be 2 seperate parties... one for the old ppl, and then one for the younger ppl.. (this was when i bought the big bottle of VODKA) and then they changed and said that we were all gunna eat with the older ppl. and then erybody was cummin over the younger ppl party to git drunk....THIS IS WHEN I KNEW MY WHOLE NEW YEARS WAS GUNNA BE FUCKED UP BAD!!!but the only older ppl that came was my FUCKIN MOM n her bf...i was like damn it...she didnt leave until after new years....i was sober till after new years..isnt that a bitch!!!.wait, i took 2 shots before she got there.. anyways,i told her, u got to go...then she left.then i took a shot with rikki and jessica..they WERE way passed me, cuz they got some smoke ((bitches!!)) jk...we were all havn fun and then that stupid trailer park/ugly/whore/etc. started shit and my unc sean blew his stack for real.. i just left but i aint gettin inthat...well me rikki and Jessica went to the Double Kwik..got some food..haha there was some dude there that he was gonna get sum, i was like uhh no..hahaha, then the trailer park whore talked to rikki and called her a whore...thas when rikki blew her stack...she was bout kick her ass twice times eatlier...so we hurried and got bakc to sean's and the police had been there and shit...horrible, shew we just left and went to J's house and i have been here ery since..yep...
well thats my drama filled new years....there was more stuff that happened but i just dont feel like typn the shit...
well i holla

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 18:22:53 GMT

I had a bad night last night, but watever..i deleted my last entry cuz i didnt want to let ppl see me emotionally down.. well anyways...Im cool, im chillin, there are so many things that i have to worry about, well anyways YALL im gettin ready for new years cuz im Gonna Be Crunk!! forreal. i prolly wont update till then.. its gonna be crazy....Its gonna be great... hey rickamos take it to tha head, take it to tha head!!! haha. good stuff good stuff. .. . Aye susi-Q & Lex holla atcha gurl for newyears. haha tasha & amb. you too. Erika and callie be good, well i holla

bmooney♥

What it Do??

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 23:59:53 GMT

Man i went to Kingsport today..it was so gay, i wanted to go to JC but my mom wouldnt let me.
there was a lot of ppl up there. shew i was really bout to throw some blows for real. I am so fuckin tired.
I just can't wait till New Years( the count down is on forreal!!) b/c i am gettin crunk. hopefully ill have some vodka. its gonna be great.
i am kinda sad b/c i havent seen my boo for awhile. but ill see em soon..((hopefully))
other than that its been the same ole, same ole.

oh yea there is this gurl thas really startin to piss me off. and if she doesnt stop wats she is doin. im not gonna hurt her..but im gonna kill her, jk. but she really needs to back off my boo. im serious.

well i holla,
Mooney

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 17:20:59 GMT

Man i got fucked up last night. shew man, i was drunk ass hell and higher than a mothafucker. thas the first time in a while ive been that messed up. but it was for my gurl rikki..man me and her was takin to the head.. haha. Jessica h. was here last night and had to be at work by 3am (poor gal). callie p. was there with her friend (they prolly think i was like retarded) bc/ i was all backwards last night.

Man i ran into my uncle's fish tank outside like 3 times, jessica ran into it too. haha it was hilarious. and there was this guy there at the party last night(i swear to god he was tryn to get with me)!!! he stared at me like the whole time. and was gettin on my nerves so i was like WELL I WONDER WAT MY BOYFRIEND IS DOIN?.luckily my boo called last night..i was like yess!!!.but,he still didnt get it so like, i was about to leave and this motherfucker said its really nice meetin you..i was like yea, then he said keep being beautiful... i turned around and was like aye i see ya later.. that was some crzy shit.

Right now, i am sick as hell. omg. i thought i had a BAd hangover but i caught the stomach virus and i have fuckin CRAMPS from hell. I am so tired, and im hurtin like a bitch. I aint even kiddn

well i am bout to go to sleep. i holla

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 20:46:58 GMT

OMg!
I had so much fun last night wit my BOO!..and nO i didnt have sex.so callie tell your mom i didnt cheat on her okay.. ;) feel better k♥
((i miss him)) Thas the first time i had laughed so much in forever.
MMmmm. today i went to my friend Amber. L.'s pics and i saw a picture on there that made me about die.
i didnt know she had put on her photobucket!!!;) there where bump signs and shockers (RC<your hilarious gurl)included. but i really dont want to go into that. haha*
I cant wait for tonight. shew. i think my peoples are havn a get together tonight..guess wat that means!
IM GONNA GET CRUNK!
haha. good stuff good stuff!!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I miss u, msc
8.11.05

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 02:45:55 GMT

I have had the dullest weekend ever. no drinkin. no hangin out with friends. no (good stuff good stuff). I have been bored out of my mind all weekend..at my boring house.

I had a really good day, well night last Thursday. thanx to JB (which i really appreciate).it was kinda shocking but for the first time. there was No DRAMA! ... people were actin civil to each other. i was very happy..

I finally told my MOM who i was seeing. and she took it very well actually. which is a very good thing b/c i couldnt stand duckin and dodgin my ppls around a person i truly care for♥. so its all good i guess.

I miss my boo though. ♥♥

Same shit, Different Day

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 23:37:23 GMT

Why is it i get screwed everytime..it never fails. Well i guess thas life huh? well i can't just sit and pity myself. I think I am just gonna change my whole outlook on things b/c im tired of being a doormat for some ppl. IM just done with all the bullshit. I think im gonna just start a fresh new start on everything in my life. cuz I try to open up to ppl and it just doesnt work out so i dont think i can handle all the bullshit anymore.. well im tired I holla.♥

♥bm